וָאֶבְכֶּ֣ה בַצּ֣וֹם נַפְשִׁ֑י וַתְּהִ֖י לַחֲרָפ֣וֹת לִֽי׃
And I wept with my soul with fasting, And that became unto me a reproach.
Rashi on Psalms
and it was a disgrace for me When I weep and fast before You, they mock me.
וָאֶבְכֶּ֣ה בַצּ֣וֹם נַפְשִׁ֑י וַתְּהִ֖י לַחֲרָפ֣וֹת לִֽי׃
And I wept with my soul with fasting, And that became unto me a reproach.